Alice

för någon vecka sen så sa en kompis till mig att jag borde läsa snabba cash...

alltid när man är på bio så är det ju reklam innan, om filmer som kommer komma..
så snart kommer snabba cash på bio och vem om inte snyggingen joel kinnaman spelar huvudrollen?

new moon var as bra!
vad finns mer att säga att, har TAYLOR LAUTNER blivit snyggar än någonsin eller?

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klockan är 00:24 jág kan inte sova och mammas datór dampar :S
för övrigt är jag sjuk, så det blir igen skola i morgon...
och på tisdag&nsdag är vi lediga :D

fortfarande inte ätit. när fan är maten klar?
måste lägga in en bild som jag tycker är årets midsommar biiiiild! :D

jag har inte ätit på 8 timmar..


ge mig mat för fan!

5 saker du inte viste om mig

 

1. Varje natt har jag alltid en lampa tänd och radion eller tvn på.

2. Jag har en halvbror som snart är 1år och jag har inte träffat honom.

3. För ungefär 2 år sen vägde jag 32 kilo och var jätte underviktig...

4. Jag är kristen och går till kyrkan.

5. När jag är arg eller ledsen går jag till ett ställe igen vet om.

jag har en ny blogg, men det har inte blivit att jag skrivit något i den än. men jag får ta och börja göra det om ett tag..
håller mig till den här bloggen ett tag till :)

igår var vi hemma hos agnes och kollade på yrol. ( sveriges bääästa film )
men innan det var joel och sara hos mig, vi skulle städa mitt rum men det vart att jag och sara sov och joel satt vid dator.
snart ska jag till stan för att gå på min bästa vän Alexandas dansuppvisning. fast jag typ är helt sjuk. har så himmla ont i halsen. men det är sånt jag får leva med. ikväll blir det mys kväll hos lydia och mukkan.

I wanted to change the world, so I got up one morning and looked in the mirror. That one looking back said: "There is not much time left. The earth is wracked with pain. Children are starving. Nations remain divided by mistrust and hatred. Everywhere the air and water have been fouled almost beyond help. Do something!" That one in the mirror felt very angry and desperate. Everything looked like a mess, a tragedy, a disaster. I decided he must be right. Didn't I feel terrible about these things, too, just like him? The planet was being used up and thrown away. Imagining earthly life just one generation from now made me feel panicky. It was not hard to find the good people who wanted to solve the earth's problems. As I listened to their solutions, I thought, There is so much good will here, so much concern. At night before going to bed, that one in the mirror looked back at me seriously, Now we'll get somewhere, he declared. If everybody does their part. But everybody didn't do their part. Some did, but were they stopping the tide? Were pain, starvation, hatred, and pollution about to be solved? Wishing wouldn't make it so - I knew that. When I woke up the next morning, that one in the mirror looked confused. Maybe it's hopeless, he whispered... Then a sly look came into his eyes, and he shrugged. But you and I will survive. At least we are doing all right. I felt strange when he said that. There was something very wrong here. A faint suspicion came to me, one that had never dawned so clearly before. What if that one in the mirror isn't me? He feels separate. He sees problems - out there - to be solved. Maybe they will be, maybe they won't. He'll get along. But I don't feel that way - those problems aren't out there, not really. I feel them inside me. A child crying in Ethiopia, a sea gull struggling pathetically in an oil spill, a mountain gorilla being mercilessly hunted, a teenage soldier trembling with terror when he hears the planes fly over. Aren't these happening in me when I see and hear about them? The next time I looked in the mirror, that one looking back had started to fade. It was only an image after all. It showed me a solitary person enclosed in a neat package of skin and bones. "Did I once think you were me?" I began to wonder. I am not so separate and afraid. The pain of life touches me, but the joy of life is so much stronger. And it alone will heal. Life is the healer of life, and the most I can do for the earth is to be its loving child. That one in the mirror winced and squirmed. He hadn't thought so much about love. Seeing problems was much easier, because love means complete self-honesty. Ouch! Oh, friend, I whispered to him, do you think anything can solve problems without love? That one in the mirror wasn't sure. Being alone for so long, not trusting others and being trusted by others, it tended to detach itself from the reality of life. "Is love more real than pain?" he asked. "I can't promise that it is. But it might be. Let's discover", I said. I touched the mirror with a grin. "Let's not be alone again. Will you be my partner? I hear a dance starting up. Come". That one in the mirror smiled shyly. He was realizing we could be best friends. We could be more peaceful, more loving, more honest with each other every day. "Would that change the world?" I think it will, because Mother Earth wants us to be happy and to love her as we tend her needs. She needs fearless people on her side, whose courage comes from being part of her, like a baby who is brave enough to walk because Mother is holding out her arms to catch him. When that one in the mirror is full of love for me and for him, there is no room for fear. When we were afraid and panicky, we stopped loving this life of ours and this earth. We disconnected. Yet how can anybody rush to help the earth if they feel disconnected? Perhaps the earth is telling us what she wants, and by not listening, we fall back on our own fear and panic. One thing I know: I never feel alone when I am earth's child. I do not have to cling to my personal survival as long as I realize, day by day, that all of life is in me. The children and their pain; the children and their joy. The ocean swelling under the sun; the ocean weeping with black oil. The animals hunted in fear; the animals bursting with the sheer joy of being alive. This sense of - the world in me - is how I always want to feel. That one in the mirror has his doubts sometimes. So I am tender with him. Every morning I touch the mirror and whisper, Oh, friend, I hear a dance. Will you be my partner? Come.


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Tårar blir nätter istället för sömn.

Jag vill vackna upp, men det är igen dröm.

Så mycket man förlora och så lite man vunnit…

Idag åkte jag hem innan lunch. mådde inte jätte bra så jag åkte hem och vilade..
senare på dagen åkte jag in till stan för att träffa johannes och johanna..
johanna köpte sin fina klänning :) efter ett tag var hon tvungen att gå till sin träning så jag och johannes gick och hängde lite på stan:P nu ska jag äta och sen blir det att plugga matte. matte prov i morgon!
slänger in en bild på mig och Alice F .

sitter helt själv i datasalen i skolan...
snart är det lunch och sen bröjar min praktik.
vilket betyder att jag måste ta bort mina band idag!!! vill verkligen inte!
sen blir det att träffa dom bääästa! :'D


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-              Alice säger:
 meeeeeeeeeeeeen tönt!

sara säger:
 tycker om dig med alice 

-              Alice säger:
 du är störd

sara säger:
 hahah
-              Alice säger:
 sara.
 vet du en sak?

sara säger:
 aaah?
 att ja äter bajs?
 att ja är töönt?
 att ja är bäääsch?
:D :D :D
  
-              Alice säger:
 precis du börjar fatta!